Long time..lelaki itu?

Salam dan selamat petang semua.

Wow dah almost 3 months tak update apa-apa. Hahahaha, maaflah busy sikit. So far, aku tgh cuti sebab further study. So in that time banyak benda yang berlaku either happy or non happy lah. Recently, aku ada watched movie pasal sweet love gay couple semua ni. At some part aku terfikir, it's good to say goodbye and move on to the next phase of your life.

After aku dah busy balik ni, aku actually dah mula move on yang real and dah tak fikir sangat pasal my hug buddy. Hahahaha bersawang cerita aku. But then, last week dia text aku yang dia ada dekat london dengan family dia. It hits me, kenapa dia tetiba msg aku? Perlu ke layan dia? Tapi aku layan je lah..tapi banyak soalan bermain-main dekat minda aku pasal dia..

Most of the time kenapa? Apa yg dia nak dari aku lagi? or aku just overthinking about that stuff? Recently dia baru je broke up dengan girlfriend dia. At the end, aku just buat conclusion yang aku je yang overthink and kami dah say goodbye and move on.

The real question is betul ke aku dah move on? Partly yes tp bila dia dah start msg balik aku macam tak boleh nak move on? Please guys, I need something to move on hahaha. One of kenapa aku tulis ni pun sebab aku rasa sangat sunyi..I dont have any friends yang rapat, so aku just banyak sendiri je. Aku macam need something utk distract and take my mind off.

By the way, selain dari tu aku pun sebenarnya ketandusan idea nak tulis apa jugak dalam blog ni. Aku macam dah sampai phase "aku just tulis blog for suka-suka and mungkin aku dah done sharing everything about my life"...

Right now, I just need something to distract my mind...